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unbonded_warder

The Nonmagnetic, Lukewarm-heart Blues

Dec 31, 2004 21:05

The family went to Iowa City (our former home from my birth through sixth grade, a 45-minute drive South) today so Mark (brother, 21) could hang out with his old friend for a few hours before they go back to school for the spring (they go to different states), and my mom could browse the deals at a local fabric store and Wal-Mart ( Read more... )

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Maybe it's just in the air or something.. katavinyx December 31 2004, 22:03:03 UTC

But I've been dealing with that same exact fear of late, myself. Probably the deepest fear I am caged up by, too. The intensity varies with my mood swings, but it's been hitting me especially hard over the last few weeks.

I don't know if it'd help you or not, but I found that when I keep away from excessive carbs, (especially sugar, which I have done rather horribly at avoiding this time of year), I'm more willing to go where life leads and my fears do not seem quite so overwhelming, dreams seem more obtainable. The fears don't disappear by any means. But they become managable. I can tell them to bugger off and they'll often do so. But any time I slip and get a lot of sugar, things plummet again.

Dunno if that'll help at all, but it's something to consider, eh? You're not alone in this, at least.

PS. you might remember me, this is Sam, from the starwars chans back in the day.

Re: Maybe it's just in the air or something.. quixotic_poison January 1 2005, 02:54:29 UTC

okay me and you and sam have been dealing with this stuff.. but personally (as you well know) DO NOT STAY AWAY FROM THE CARBS! hehehe just kidding if it makes you feel better, by all means... but you know me... i'm avidly displeased with the atkin's way of life.. damn tha shit to hell... and i know how fucked up things could get.. oh and by the way.. joidropp is SOOOOOO awesome i love "Sometimes wanna die" sooo much.. but can't find the cd in stores anywhere..

damned bastages...

i miss starwars...

*whines*

yeah yeah i'm weird i know...

I'm a total geek in living... but whatever.. it's what work for me right now.. just being myself and trying to have fun... no matter what

*huggles*

*scampers off back to the drawing board folks*

Re: Maybe it's just in the air or something.. unbonded_warder January 1 2005, 19:58:51 UTC

Complete agreement ( ... )

Re: Maybe it's just in the air or something.. katavinyx January 1 2005, 21:33:21 UTC

Oh, I'll agree that the carb obsession that's been going on is rather silly. Few people seem to see the diet as it is. Just as an excuse to eat heavily of a few select foods denied by other diets. They pay little to no mind to their nutrition. And do remember, it's called LOW carb, not NO carb :) There IS a difference. I do get a bit peeved with how they're lumped togteher as if they were the same ( ... )

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