so im sitting here at the schools library. i could quite possibly be doing homework right now. but guess what? im not. last week was busy i worked 6 days, yep got me a new job. and i also went to school 4 days. i had fun though hanging w/ my posse. saturdaynight i climbed into the wrong car when we were leaving ihop. my friends just watched me and ( Read more... )

Destitute ( Read more... )

im in b/w classes right now. yesterday was a good day. i started my new job. i dig it, the people seem cool and its fun. im still kinda slow, being a newby and all. but i catach on quickly.;) im working 5 days this week and going to school 4. im working like 30 hour, im at school about 20 hours a week. and then i have homework to do...and i still ( Read more... )

well my weekend was pretty great.thurs i talked to eric, were friends. fri my mom took me out to lunch and then ginger took me shopping. shes so sneaky, she told me my dad wanted to have cake and icecream. so we went back to my house and everyone was there. my first surprise party. i always wanted one. so that made me feel good. then we went to ( Read more... )

Ive known pain ( Read more... )

i havent eaten much. i want to physically harm myself, but i cant. my hearts been broken. im depressed. i dont feel good. all i want to do is sleep, or die. i just dont want to be sad. but i cant help to be. you give yourself away, and it hurts. its not reciprocated the same way. im pitying myself, im angry at myself, and everything. i dont know ( Read more... )

*whistles*...school was okay, the day was okay. kinda feel crappy, but itll pass. and i need attention.

im sitting in my photography class, wndering if teacher man, or the rest of the class will show up.i had to miss mondays class for court. i shouldv called. theres 2 other guys here from my class....one said he was going t be 30 mins late.and lets see i have 21 mnutes to go to find out. i dont want too leave bc i missed last class, but i dont want ( Read more... )

wah wah wah wah wah wah.wah wah wah wah wah wah wah. need sleep. i think i got one hour of sleep, and when the alarm went off, i was a very very disgruntled person. i was tempted not to show up to class, but damn it for my having a paper to turn in. ah well im here now, just gotta make sure i dont take a nap today, or ill be doubably disgruntled ( Read more... )