She's all I ever had ( Read more... )

*Stares blankly at the floor* I've realized that I am totally nuts!...Like I am serious..I think there is something wrong with me. I screw everything up..Like always...I am an accident waiting to happen...I've always done whatever my parents wanted...I do my homework on Friday nights when I should be out with people...I just find myself wanting to ( Read more... )

*takes medication for the first time in months....*

I don't know what to do...

I'm shaking
I'm crying
I just want to smash my head off the floor..

No matter what I do it doesn't seem to help...

I just need to be alone...

God was I ever wrong....

I havn't been this lost in forever!

Waking up without you here scares me to death....

Its the beginning of a week that I can't wait to end....

I love you Jasmine!

So has a teacher ever made you so mad that you just wanted to pick something up and throw it at them..Well that happened today to me...And the funny thing is that it happened with a teacher I don't even have anymore. It happened with the 'wonderful' student council adviser Ms Barrington. So we had a full council meeting today at lunch which was ( Read more... )

So this morning..I slept in untill about 9:00 which I was really impressed about..Went upstairs and my dad was making bacon and eggs..Which I love...I ate them and at about 10:15 my dad looked at me and was like...What time are you going on that bottle drive today...I was like...wooooow I totally forgot..So I ran down stairs...Threw on some close, ( Read more... )

Far Away ( Read more... )

So...I woke up this morning...At 6:30...To go to work..The bad thing about the work I was doing today was that I was not getting paid for it...I had to carry a whole bunch of wood into my Grandfathers basement...It was hard because there was a lot of wood! And to make matters worse, the roof of his basement is like 5 feet high..So I was slooching ( Read more... )

Why hello Mr Live Journal...Long time no see..You look...healthy...Lol oh I am a loser lol. So yeah..I figure that I never, ever update..and I have a few spare moments before I call Jasmine..So I figured..Hey..Updating could be cool...So here I am lol....So yeah...This week has gone by really quick..but I just think it is because I have a new ( Read more... )

Jasmine, I miss you and I love you, and I can't stop thinking about you! I can't wait for Thanksgivving because I will be able to see you again! I am counting down the days!
Love you Hun
Brad