girls should listen to their mothers
haha, anyway .. so far this day has been weird! .. its consisted of waking up at 8 am, getting the worst "i saw it coming" news ever, crying for about an hour (oh em gee, anthony crying? .. yes i know, rare.), getting ready and running till i was 2 seconds from throwing up (which felt amazing by the way, weird i know but running is my savior), coming home and passing out on my floor, waking up with the worst headache in the world and typing this lame entry in my dramajournal.
there are positive sides to this though, such as:
1) saving gas
2) saving money
3) having more time to block out the world with counterstrike (which i plan on doing)
4) ...
ok so i can only think of 3 2 BUT ill be ok... i always am, and besides... my mom found me this morning and gave me this short talk ..and note, my mom has never been wrong.. almost never.. so i tend to have faith in the things she tells me ... and im using them as hope (false?) but she's never let me down before so maybe she'll be right and things will go as she said.. because after all, if andrew can have someone in another state, whats another city?
who knows.
but to you:
you were arguably one of the greastest people i have ever met. no fights, no lies, no meaness, nothing negative.. i'm glad there are girls like you still and yes, you are amazing. you're compleletly and utterly adorable, so calm down with the self esteem issues (even though everyone has them). the winter is coming so keep the blanket and stay warm! .. i forgot my hoodie at andrews so if you need it, its there just ask 'em. i dont hold the fact that you are logical against you, i'm just angry that life isnt fair. i will always be a sucker for your pretty pleases and your sleeply voice made me melt. you should still randomly call me so we can talk, it would be stupid to not be friends after this. im not angry, bitter or anything else bad.. if anything i'm happy that nothing bad happend between us.
hold on, time for a fit: This is stupid and hwhy isnt this workingn fhasdjfhasjkldfjsakfasdfjasf, it wouldnt be that hard.
k anyway time to go shower .. so i guess 'call me later and we'll talk .. k talk to you later'.