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[unclehobbu]

See.... this is why my parents keep me around. I'm a professional bumb who REALLY comes in handy sometimes. 2 of the other 3 people I live with work, one of them goes to school part time.... My mother can't work because of mad health problems... and I jsut go to school VERY part time. Mom had another nuclear meltdown session and I was the only

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[unclehobbu]

And yes... I really need it right now!!!

[the_leaking_pen]

you KNOW you have my number. you need someone to drone on to until you fall asleep, or whatever, give me a call.

and have you had any practice with relaxation exercises. i have one thats designed to get your mind and body into a state for astral travel (for which it works quite well for me, i can get loose, i just still bump around in my body and cant quite get free, damnit) but most people it just puts right to sleep.

[unclehobbu]

The problem is not relaxation. I'm a diabetic and. When people wake up their livers do a glycogen dump into the system to give you that first jolt of energy in the morning to get you going. When I get tired to the point of getting dizzy on my feet from lack of sleep; AKA: can't visually track (don't ask); my liver will do another dump... because I'm a diabetic, I don't get rid of the glycogen as well as other people do... so I'm up for another long while... then I get another dump... then I'm up for a while... see where this is going...? I will literally go until I pretty much hit a metabolic overload/wall and my body tells me to go fuck myself... at that point... I better be near a bed, or else I'm sleeping on the ground... kinda like narcolepsy at that point. SLEEP !
That's the long and the short of it...

[the_leaking_pen]

understood. the vagaries of the body. especially with diabetes. my gf in high school had the same issue. times when she would have to simply get up and go to the nurses office in teh middle of class in order to crash out for a couple hours, and times when shed be up all night.