sooo many hippies, man.

i do miss the blogging. i ain't gonna lie about that. it was nice to be able to write whenever i felt like writing, about whatever i felt like writing about, and then post it wherever i felt like posting it. but, at the same time, it also made me dwell on dumb shit for longer than necessary. so maybe it's a trade off for me ( Read more... )

i'm soopa feen, yo.

i completely lost track of why i was posting. sorry all

the short bursts of zippy little thoughts on anxiety and friends and family are back. i feel like i've been in a coma since september.

i cut down on the smoking and drinking, and the thoughts are back. it's weird as hell.

i've committed to evergreen next year. accepted the offer. let's have a good summer n shit.

these sure are rotten tropics

i'm pretty sure that i may be the world's largest purveyor of haterade

rotten tropics indeed

gonna remix radiohead for their stupid contest. i hope they listen to it

everything is locomotive, i guess. just keeps on chuggin

did boomers with adam and alex yesterday. pretty terrible. three times and each time is more disappointing. i'm not talkative enough on them. i get stuck in my head and shut up and stare, and it seemed like it was tweaking them out. i wish i could talk on them, but i can't. i don't know, the entire time i was just thinking about how glad i am that ( Read more... )

very hung over and lazy. just got back from an excursion to urbana ( Read more... )

ah so yeah, things are peachy

chrissy and i are officially over. it took me three calls to her tonight before i could say it. neither of us were ready for that sort of commitment.

i want to be anywhere but here.

i wish i knew what i enjoyed doing.

i want a few one night stands before i fall in love again.

i feel very cliche tonight.

so i guess a real entry.

i hate that i get jealous. i wish i could stay chill. i don't want to deal with this shit with chrissy. we're very similar, but also very different.

i can't wait until i get my car. tomorrow...having a guaranteed transportation method might improve things greatly between us.