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uncorrelated

bleeked out (potential only goes so far)

Jan 21, 2006 04:04

no feel good. very tired, even though i did nothing. i hate those bad feelings inside and so generally try to ignore them, either by playing some addictive little game or losing myself and staring into space. i try to avoid those painful thoughts as, well there painful. im such a nice person supposedly, but then im not a good person. the ( Read more... )

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holzness January 20 2006, 23:12:46 UTC

searching and applying for internships etc. makes it clear: I will spend much of this school year trying to find out what to do in the summer. it also is one of few things that makes me depressed about my grades.

skinnybill January 21 2006, 11:02:41 UTC

That ninja game is intense.

uncorrelated January 25 2006, 11:41:33 UTC

and i finally beat it

amyakieran February 28 2006, 03:29:31 UTC

this might seem a little odd but a while back i remember reading a post from you about how when you look deeper into the details there seems to be more and more and more.
well have you tried looking behind you? have you tried looking at the bigger picture instead? that might be less overwhelming.

i had a dream about you the other night. we were at some house and were flirting and then we were in some room cuddling and shit... and then this HUGE spider came outta nowhere and bit you on your left index finger leaving this huge welt. then i wanted to fool around with you but you were reluctant and there were peopple trying to intervene (i think other yuais). then i said it was ok and then we were making out on a bed but it was still obvious you were uncomfortable.
either way. had to tell you. i miss you

amyakieran February 28 2006, 03:30:50 UTC

another thing is you didn't say a single word throughout the entire dream

amyakieran February 28 2006, 03:31:08 UTC

weird. o.O

amyakieran February 28 2006, 03:50:58 UTC

and hahah the spider's body seems important to tell you too. it had a very huge abdomen... and looked kinda like this:

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amyakieran February 28 2006, 03:56:20 UTC

i am sending lots of love and light your way, sir.
i want to touch you
//end.creepiness.

amyakieran February 28 2006, 10:13:38 UTC

yes, end that creepiness. the spiders are gone. flirting without words, eh? touching i so much fun, totallt the best of the senses. Come on down again, else il try for a road trip this summer.