the da vinci code

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session was incredibly helpful. i eased back into my center, slow motion, tears coming like a graceful rain without bracing against them. steve has such gentleness without intruding. afterwards i felt aglow for a few hours, even saw the beauty in floral suburbia as we drove through it in rush hour traffic. now i am somewhat back in stressball

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[jaqxun]

i haven't moved back to mn for this reason: i haven't yet created enough solidness in the self i am now. i end up back in old-self land quicker than i like- albeit with more coping skills- but it's painful. to go from someone centered and calm and possible to anxiety ridden and stressed out. but i guess both are equally me- and i just want o feel more and more conected to the one, more able to move from one space to the next.

are you coming to the gay area?

i'd like that.

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i don't think so, as i am still pretty far south. are kit & amber & finley going to visit you today or tomorrow? thanks for this comment. i totally, totally hear you. i'm thinking that a lengthy stretch on the west coast may be one of my next moves, in the fall...

lisa