Here I am in tears... because I haven't felt included. I haven't felt important to him as of lately ( Read more... )

Is it difficult to invite your girlfriend along when you go out and about ( Read more... )

MY OWN FREAKING TRANSPORTATION, SUCKAS.

Yes, yes... I spent all day (3.5.05) at the car dealership looking around and found a White two door 2000 Honda Civic EX for 10g's (after they knocked off 2g) and my dad put 3g's down.

Monthly payments: 223
Insurance: 130 (or so)

It's great.

I was a little stressed out before mainly due to the fact that I sometimes feel excluded from Joshs' life ( Read more... )

I feel sad... but why? There's no reason for me to feel that way ( Read more... )

The past week [or less] I've been moody, tired, and nauseous ( Read more... )

Family: Meagan and Sara stole four hundred dollars out of my mothers bank account and tried to drive across state to "escape" to Colorado for a vacation/adventure. The trip to Holbrook was the highlight of it ( Read more... )

A lot has been going on ( Read more... )

I find it a little pointless to update when most of my enteries are depressing or just an update as to what I've done lately - anything exciting, but I suppose I will do it anyway ( Read more... )

I'm nothing special. Why is he with me? Why would anybody be with me?

I don't consider myself to be a good girlfriend and see above... I don't consider myself to be special.