... must stop being so easily distracted... focus focus focus...

[tee hee hee]

life is somehow managing to continue its absolutely insanity. the girls and i sit and stare at each other on a daily basis. i find myself going to bed 2 hours after getting ready because we fall into conversation. Relationships with them are incredibly good right now - somehow we've managed to become even closer which is impressive considering we' ( Read more... )

and valentine's day closes.

not what i expected, a briefly panicked moment, and then much better than i expected.

not even sure quite what to say. is there anything more to say than "i like him" ?

hm.

happy day to all of you.

shauna and i are such ridiculously giddy moods right now. we look at each other and start laughing.

disastrous and beautiful.

mmmmm booooys.

i have a valentine.

and i just rode through the streets of berkeley on his handlebars.

oh my.

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i take back my disappointment at being straight.
i have a date with a boy who managed to be sweet, creative, and enthusiastic in three sentences.

this is going to be good.
i feel good.

well it's good to know that if i ever decide to go the other way, i have an absolutely awesome beautiful girl who wants me.

sometimes it's a bummer being straight.

then again, i just spent 12 hours picking out clothes for a straight boy who needed help so really life's pretty fun.

so 7:30 am found me still extremely... happy... extremely happy... sitting on bar stools in my kitchen (until i managed to fall off) with the roomies eating chips&salsa and scrambled eggs, analyzing our respective nights. these friday nights are on a fucking roll. ohhhh yes. i have never been such an incredible lightweight and never bonded with so ( Read more... )

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