The thing about college is that everything goes up and down at a startling pace. Tuesday was horrible to the degree that I finally found myself hiding in my office, trying not to cry. There was a possibly failed final and too much work and too much stress and it felt like it was all falling apart ( Read more... )

JANUARY ( Read more... )

monday started out relatively nice, though not normal. Spanish is cancelled, I'm too overloaded to play with preschoolers so I decide to spend the day at my computer. It sounds nice, a relaxing and productive start to a week of hell ( Read more... )

suddenly bizarrely, inexplicably happy ( Read more... )

"so uh, i have to tell you something ( Read more... )

to go dancing tomorrow or not to go dancing?
to take spanish test tomorrow or not to take spanish test tomorrow?

eh i hate how much brain power it takes to make life decisions that end up sounding horribly shallow.

so i figured after my hellish tuesday i'd eat some dinner, relax for a bit, then hit the books ( Read more... )

thursday i dressed up and studied outside for hours, took the midterm, had a meeting, went to sushi with kady and sarah, joined The Reunion partay ( Read more... )

i think it's a very very good thing i'm getting out of here this weekend. feeling strangely horribly claustrophobic at the moment. i hate meddling/ers. a lot. and this is one of those times i wish i had space to myself, and a lot of it, because i enjoy my own company more when i have room and air and then this would be ok. or else, i wish i was ( Read more... )

i'm not going to lie. the thing is, it's not that i need a boy here, i need a fucking friend.