well. what can i say? where do i start... the main question is ( Read more... )

Its not how things are compared to someone else that matters. Its how someone feels regardless if they "should or shouldnt" feel that way. Just because someone deserves to feel bad because they brought something upon themselves, doesn't erase the way that they feel. Everyones state is individaul based on each of their own set of standards and ( Read more... )

I want to go away so bad. Somewhere tropical where I can surf. I am almost willing to let go of everything money, or responsibility related. I just want to wake up every morning and appreciate the sheer beauty of the ocean and the beach. And feel the sun on my face, and watch Alijah play in the shallows of the waves at the shore. Dreams...Ive let ( Read more... )

i have always been this way.
will i ever change?
have i made decisions in my life
that leave no room for change?
will i ever escape myself?
who wouldve thought i would be
trapped by myself?
By my own way

"Jesus take the wheel ( Read more... )

Never let your world get small ( Read more... )

oh man..
i cant wait for this semester to be over..
Alijah is sucking his thumb right now and it is soooo cute! I am so overwhelmed with school and everything. I think I have an actual anxiety problem or something.. i need to chill out and stay calm and get things done.. dont panic..s'all good. I'll get it..

I am sitting in class, unable to focus. Not cool. Its so overwhelming. Oh well.. I have to come out on top at the end of this! Alijah can be my motivation.. cuz time away from him should be used very very effectively ( Read more... )

i just want to sleep so bad. for 10 hours straight.
Its gonna be so awesome when Alijah can sleep all through the night. Until then.. I will just have to keep on truckin...

just let me say sorry ( Read more... )