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I may not have gotten a naked concert last night, but i did get
Could he be any fucking cuter? ha
He was so sweet! They put on a great show last night. Energetic and incredibly fun. Lots of singing and lots of dancing. Good times all around.
Seeing everyone last night was a major bonus as well. It was so good to get our friends from like 5 colleges and 2 high schools together for a night, an event which is damn near impossible.
It was a weekend of indulgence. Lots of money spent, lots of good food eaten, lots of good friends and good conversations, and definitely good music.
Surprisingly enough, I was not drunk or high at all throughout the whole thing. One drink on Saturday night and a beer and a half at the concert and that was it. I think its important to remember good times do not require certain substances. On a related note, getting too fucked up, whether you're having fun in your stupor or not, makes you no fun to hang out with. I think thats important to remember as well.
It really is interesting to stop and think who your friends are and who your friends you get fucked up with are, because there can definitely be a difference. Never sacrifice your friends for your drinking buddies or your smoking buddies.
Also, as easy as it is to dull pain with drugs and alcohol it really is something you should be wary of. Alcoholism is no joke and running from your problems only makes you a coward.
Thats enough for my drug/alcohol tirade. Don't get me wrong, i like to drink and I like to smoke every now and then, I just think it's easy to get caught up in negative effects and those are some things i have to remind myself sometimes.
Another thing I've been tossing around in my head is the difference between doing what you want/getting what you want and having no self control. There's undoubtedly a fine line between the two and I cant seem to decide which end some things fall on. Or perhaps it's simply that I realize they fall on the having no self control end and I'm desperately trying to justify it or at least create a gray area so I don't have to feel so bad about it later. I'm pretty sure thats what it is.
I may not be a particularly religious person, [I mean shit, i forgot what ash Wednesday was for this year, I'm definitely no model Catholic anymore] but I do consider myself a somewhat spiritual person and I think it's important to keep people in your thoughts. Don't forget to send some positive energy in the direction of those who need it.
Too bad 'it seemed like a good idea at the time' doesn't qualify as an acceptable justification for fucking up.
I need to stop eating so much so I can afford all the upcoming concerts and attend a hockey game or two soon.
Could he be any fucking cuter? ha
He was so sweet! They put on a great show last night. Energetic and incredibly fun. Lots of singing and lots of dancing. Good times all around.
Seeing everyone last night was a major bonus as well. It was so good to get our friends from like 5 colleges and 2 high schools together for a night, an event which is damn near impossible.
It was a weekend of indulgence. Lots of money spent, lots of good food eaten, lots of good friends and good conversations, and definitely good music.
Surprisingly enough, I was not drunk or high at all throughout the whole thing. One drink on Saturday night and a beer and a half at the concert and that was it. I think its important to remember good times do not require certain substances. On a related note, getting too fucked up, whether you're having fun in your stupor or not, makes you no fun to hang out with. I think thats important to remember as well.
It really is interesting to stop and think who your friends are and who your friends you get fucked up with are, because there can definitely be a difference. Never sacrifice your friends for your drinking buddies or your smoking buddies.
Also, as easy as it is to dull pain with drugs and alcohol it really is something you should be wary of. Alcoholism is no joke and running from your problems only makes you a coward.
Thats enough for my drug/alcohol tirade. Don't get me wrong, i like to drink and I like to smoke every now and then, I just think it's easy to get caught up in negative effects and those are some things i have to remind myself sometimes.
Another thing I've been tossing around in my head is the difference between doing what you want/getting what you want and having no self control. There's undoubtedly a fine line between the two and I cant seem to decide which end some things fall on. Or perhaps it's simply that I realize they fall on the having no self control end and I'm desperately trying to justify it or at least create a gray area so I don't have to feel so bad about it later. I'm pretty sure thats what it is.
I may not be a particularly religious person, [I mean shit, i forgot what ash Wednesday was for this year, I'm definitely no model Catholic anymore] but I do consider myself a somewhat spiritual person and I think it's important to keep people in your thoughts. Don't forget to send some positive energy in the direction of those who need it.
Too bad 'it seemed like a good idea at the time' doesn't qualify as an acceptable justification for fucking up.
I need to stop eating so much so I can afford all the upcoming concerts and attend a hockey game or two soon.