i survived. kind of.

i miss you..
so much that it hurts.

it's 8:06 p.m.

and i'll love you forever.

sometimes all you need is for someone to hold you and tell you that everything is going to fine, to have that shoulder to cry on.

i'm going to be fine.

thank you. <3

So somewhere along the line I realized that my journal is indeed my journal for my thoughts, my opinions on things. Lately, I haven't been able to do that without getting criticism from nameless people or people that just don't matter and are completely irrelevant in my life. I want to be able to write freely in my journal without thinking, "oh ( Read more... )

new celly cell: 378-6881. <3

la la. if you notice, anything commented on the last entry that pretained to the previous enties were deleted. i hope that i won't have to start screening comments now in my own journal. yeah, i won't. haha.

so today i learned:

i am black now ( Read more... )

edit/deleted entries ( Read more... )

tonight consisted off;

-volleyball
-eating
-brittany trying to get with me.
-jonah being asian.
-jello shots
-eating
-"to new friends!"
-jello shots
-eating
-jello shots
-eating
-jello shots
-dancing
-and so on.

the end.

so today i was sitting down on the phone and i was "doodling" and writing my name over and over again on a piece of paper.. than i discovered why i am such a slut ( Read more... )

Divotsown: fucking montel woke me up ( Read more... )