Everything I have in my head, it begins to fade away. I search for it and I long for it. Now I know it's gone. Everything has slipped away. And I'm so overwhelmed. Everything that rests upon my shoulders fell. I would like to tell anyone who has depended on me for themselves, I'm sorry. Everyone I've held in my arms, I believe I've pushed away. I ( Read more... )

god. i was so close.
i had so much renewed hope.
now it just seems pointless.
i wish i didn't care so much.
i'm tired.

on a lighter note;
+ i did not steal brittany's boyfriend.
+ i rule at food fights, even though brittany might think that she does. (psh.)
+ me and brittany as a team totally kicked peter's ass and put cake all over him.+ trisha ( Read more... )

tomorrow? hah. we'll see.
gah. i'm scared.

so i figure i could write about everything that's bothering me and write the whole novel right here, but i won't. after awhile it's not worth it anymore ( Read more... )

I think I'm drowning
asphyxiating
I wanna break the spell
that you've created

you're something beautiful
a contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction

you will be
the death of me
yeah, you will be
the death of meI wanted freedom ( Read more... )

oh god. you are quite pathetic.
:]

tomorrow.
double whammy.
oh yes.

I hate this nervous butterfly feeling I constantly have in the pit of my stomach.
please go away.

i love all these awkward looks everyday.
keep trying not to glance in my direction.
it entertains me.
:]

I'm really tired of this.
I wish you could see that.