hi. wow isn't irene the greatest for making my jounal pretty? thanks irene!! carnival tomorrow. yay? as long as it doesn't rain i'll be happy. i can't stop listening to the used!!! they've been in my car for days, and now i found that their website has a player so now i'm listening to it while i do homework. they are just so great. i'm glad i got ( Read more... )

hey there world this is carlee's worst enemy irene and im such a bitch because i just invaded her livejournal and moved all her xanga entries to here...god arent i such an asshole? now im gonna go ruin the rest of it by adding pictures and changing color. please...."save my eyes from your face" drive-thru rocks ( Read more... )

you don't understand how i work. i swear i am mentally deranged. some poeple say, hey think of all the good things in ur life. think about how good it's gonna get. but i can't see things that way. and let me say, i hate disappointment. i keep away from a lot of things so i don't suffer any disappointment. i miss out. but that's how i am. so when i ( Read more... )

ok wow i really had to write something. hey anyone out there, do u ever feel like there's this huge lead blanket on top of your head, and it's totally dragging u down? and u can't see the sun, and u can't see your friends, and it's like quicksand in the harder u try to get rid of it the heavier it gets, until u just give up because there's nothing ( Read more... )

wow so much going on this week that i want to do. like tomorrow after school i want to go w/ irene to get our costumes, and then later that night i want to go to christine's house to watch the oc. and then on thursday i want to go down to usc to see yellowcard and reel big fish and plain white t's. and then i also have to get hair stuff so i can ( Read more... )

wow i think i might cry. school and life get worse every day. stupid college apps. i mean seriously, yes it's important to have good grades and good test scores and write excellent essays in order to get into college, but look at it this way: what good does an acceptance letter do when the student committed suicide months ago? huh? answer me that ( Read more... )

wow omg last night was sooo amazing!! i called irene and convinced her to come with me at like 7:00, and she smoothly made her way over. oh yah and her little sister is like everyone's favorite person right now. so anyway, we got lost on our way to the el capitan theater, and had to double back, but it was ok cuz we found parking in a garage. and ( Read more... )

omg funny/scary story of my drive home from the dentist today. i was approaching the commons from the road that has all the annoying speed bumps, and this guy just comes out of a parking lot and totally cuts me off. i mean, i had to totally slam on the brakes. so of course, i'm not going to take that, so i completely tailed him. i mean, it wasn't ( Read more... )

wow today was kinda fun. we (irene, monica, christine, her friend nora, and i) went to volunteer at the calabasas pumpkin festival. we got there at like 7:50 (omg on a freaking sunday morning!) and proceeded to be ignored for like the next 2 hours. but then monica, irene and i got assigned to the pony rides which was kinda fun, especially when we ( Read more... )

this is where i say i've had enough. no one should ever feel the way that i feel now. i'm a walking open wound, a trophy display of bruises and i don't believe that i'm getting any better. -dashboard ( Read more... )