I want to hit someone.

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So I'm sitting here thinking about how rediculously fucked my mom is. And how I can not after 16 almost 17 years of being on this earth, why she has chosen not to be in my life. I think it's definetly one of the worst things a person can do. I really honestly just... I don't know why she is never around. I hate it. I hate the fact that everyone has ( Read more... )

So I have purple hair, and electric blue nail polish. Super Spiffy! I love it. (Pics will arive soon!) So anyway. I got the new Sugarcult C.D. It rocks! Finally going to CA soon. Road Trip! My kitten is sick which sucks. :( Poor Girl. Nate's at work. I totally have to clean my room. I have to go though. I'll surely be back later.

Love ya Nate!

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Nate comes home tomorrow. I'm really happy about that. I can't wait to see him. He says he really misses me too. So I slept in to 12:11 today. I would have slept longer but my mom called bitching about that fag that shes married to. I hope he dies or something. I don't really like hate people. But I hate him. He really is a fag. But Oh well. What ( Read more... )

Hey. I'm sick and totally feel shitty, and it's super hot in my room. Tomorrow is the last day I have to be without Nate. He comes home on Friday. I really miss him. But I'm gonna go lay down now. I feel bad But I'll write back later.

Much love.

I love you too Nate.

*Ashley*

So Friday Nathan is gonna be back. Im happy. I really miss him a lot. I don't like him being gone. But I felt so much better after I talked to him yesterday. Wow I don't really like Andy Dick. I'm eating pizza goldfish. Good stuff. Im tired. I wanted to sleep in, but my grandpa woke me up to help take in groceries. I dont think I spelle that right ( Read more... )

So I talked to Nate at around 8. He called me, I was so happy when he called me. I love him so much. He told me how much he missed me, and how when he woke up this morning, it hit him that he wasn't gonna be with me for the next few days. I feel better now that I've talked to him. I really really miss him so much. I know it's only been 2 days. I'm ( Read more... )

Hey. Im really missing Nate. But I got the sweetest text from him this morning. I totally love that kid. It reall sucks to be away. I hate it. But only 4 days left. Yesterday was the hardest day anyway. So now Im ok. Im about to go get some food. I have a headache. My kitten Jade is running around all over the place. I like the new incubus album. ( Read more... )