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[underspinlights]

God. I really don't think I've had a day this depressing in a while. Everyone's at church right now so I have no one to talk to so I'm venting on livejournal, sorry.

Let's just say that I have never had so many thoughts about suicide in one day. I know that I would never cut or shoot myself. That's just not my style. I just want to take the car and

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[_ruffian]

ohhh meg <33

[underspinlights]

ohh you too.

Aaron, the hottest guy in my lunch, you are amazing. That's not debatable. <3

[_ruffian]

way to be a liar

[fstcarsny31]

I love you megan!! -hugs-

[underspinlights]

thanks I love you too girl!

[allikat71]

im all up on it girl. not just saying that, i really will be prayin alright.
love you

[underspinlights]

Thanks Kat. I mean it. love you

[xalmostawesomex]

hey i know i see you in the halls quite a bit now but i never really say anything because i feel so weird like you'll think im a stalker or something... hah idk but its weird cus then i read your livejournal and feel like i just want to talk to you and be there for you

[underspinlights]

Kate,

please don't ever feel like you can't come up to me. I never want anyone to feel that way at all. I pretty much feel the same way about you too though. It's so silly.

Next time I see you I am definetly going to say hi and we should hang out sometime bc, agreed, we all need someone who understands.

I will pray for you <333 Meg

[calebjones]

LISTEN.

If we (everyone in the world) lost you... i would definitely cry, even though i NEVER see you (which we need to change), i still love you and we HAVE to hang out soon. im serious.

[underspinlights]

Thank you Caleb, that means so much to me considering we do never hang out. I miss you and all that gang that I never ever see anymore. I want that to change but idk when that's gonna happen. In the meantime pray for me. <3