i think this will by my last entry ( Read more... )

various poeple to kill at work. i dont care if alex fixed a septic tank, he will die. glenn went back today, that was kinda crappy, but he tlaked to me and told me to straighten up some more. like, ive made a huge stride in everything that ive been doing, but i need to keep it up. make more money, spend less on myself, so on and so forth. marks ( Read more... )

oi im tired. i think the dancehall crashers said it best "im sorry you couldnt be apart of some girls ever lasting dream" that band rocks. losing confusion and emerging with understanding. so something along those lines. i think this world is stoopid. but not the world, just the poeple in it. and their really not jsut stoopid, thier just confused. ( Read more... )

i cant believe i left my sketch book at work. christ almighty. i have nothing to do in bed tonight. gotta take a shower. way too grumpy with the kids today. its hot and humid though. i had a terrible night mare last night. it was like an old spawn comic. and i had to kill lots of evil things in complicated ways. my mind has been active at night ( Read more... )

crazy beat, on a concrete street. good day for the most part. woke up and had to scrape paint for a ceiling then clean it :P. that took a while. went to raquels, was with other poeple i didnt know, we all went to colt state and played frisbee and sat around. raquel tried to tell me stuff but there were too many poeple around. it wasnt bad though, ( Read more... )

last night i had a very vivid and very real dream. i was with my borther chris and his friend jed. and for some reason i was with a bunch of rich kids at a dining room table. i dont remember eating, but i had the feeling it was. and there was this girl there. she was beautiful. my ideal beautiful. it was amazing and kinda scary. she had black or ( Read more... )

work was soo easy today. made 65 $. i had two poeple say i was the bes wait person they've had at npc. that was cool. went to the movies with itchy and steph. good times. saw the italian job. i liked it, he had thieves and god and car chases. stephs a cool person. and shes not evil or anything! rock on. i sing funny. how odd. dont really remember ( Read more... )

gah!!!!!!!!! i hate car insurance!!! amica sucks. damnit. and when i turn 19 my rate will drop by 35%. but thats when im in college and will not be driving. fuck!! they do this on purpose jsdut to amke them selves fatter. some one needs to destroy them.

what the fuck?! fuck off! im not standing for this anymore. im not a fuckin push over! dont give me guilt trip either. cuz its a fuckin lie and complete bullshit. what the fuck did i do that would cause this? nothing!! you suck!! failure!! so get the hell out of my face. i dont need your drama act or your dirty bullshit. granted im not perfect, but ( Read more... )

so i jsut got home from work. its aobut 12 30. rock. today was insane. i dont know. it was jsut a very...soemthing kind of day. im horny as hell. but what ever. i have the world wide web. go to work at 3, and it was very consistance. over all i made 83 dollars and change. so first off, my skills as a waiter are imporoving. good stuff. then, the ( Read more... )