To all those I have hurt so much...

[undertoe]

Basically everyone... I am terribly sorry for everything I have done. Don't think I am some completely insensitive, for I do know that what I do is wrong, but unfortunately it often doesn't strike me until after-the-fact due to my spontaneity... I really am sorry. I shouldn't be around too much longer to keep make these things keep happening, and

Comments

[anonymous]

well okay mr. you make it sound like you are going to commit suicide which really annoys me becuse thats a ploy to get attention. i know everyone is hurting sometimes and they need reassurence that they belong and really are loved, but this is not the way to do it. it makes us all nervous. And it makes poeple not want ot reach out to you. they want to pull awway anmd be like "well i can't deal with him always begging me to comfort him". so cheer up and try to find a better way to deal with things. you have friends. don't wear out and stress those friendships

[undertoe]

Honestly, that's not what this is. I don't make ploys to get attention or that crap. This is honestly just how I feel, and I haven't decided yet whether or not I'm actually going to finish high school. People giving me reassurance and love wouldn't change anything. The fact is that I want to escape because it's the only way I can be sure I won't hurt the people I love any more.