I think that poem I posted yesterday is one of the best jobs I've ever done of capturing my feelings on paper... Days are dragging on slowly lately, but it's all good. I think Dan needs more hugs.
My day today was alright, I had lots of fun. But it still feels like it was a shitty day for some reason. And I feel like I'm going to throw up, though I am not ill. But all in all, break has been pretty good, albeit not in the way I expected.
I don't know why my existence is continually sad and uneventful, but it is, and I'm tired of it. I'm ready for some change already. I just don't see that happening though... it all just slowly dissolves away. I should've done my physics tonight. I should've worked on Philosophy. I should've studied for English. But I didn't. Fuck it all.
I'm so rusty at writing... It's been weeks since I've written anything. I wrote this piece of shit in english on Thursday. I couldn't my message across right. Fuck.
The Divine Secrets of Passion by Sir Nicholas Schram
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