I think you should move your summer trip up to.... oh say... now? Lol, sounds like you need some space to clear your mind and figure out what you really want/need in your life. It is hard for you to distance yourself because of that little thing called "hope" .... but you have to replace it with a different feeling... "progress" and realize that you have to keep moving forward and this cycle of her only coming to you when SHE needs something is only holding you back. Find a way to let her know you will not stick around forever waiting for her to figure it out. Even if you don't mean it. say it like you mean it, maybe she will get a clue.
good luck, hope your day went okay and that you didn't have a horrible hangover.
thanks, but i did have the hangover. i went to bed at 4am and woke up at 7am just so i could vomit! i do need a trip, now. but my money situation is so fucked, i was thinking about maybe even just going to some random dinky town and hiding out for a couple days. an escape without a cell phone.
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good luck, hope your day went okay and that you didn't have a horrible hangover.
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