...Hidamari Sketch X Hoshimittsu...

i didn't even know.

thanks you dkellis for twittering about it.

!!!.

it doesn't take much to throw me over the edge these days.

yay -40... i don't want to leave the house today.

why does christmas have to be a bad day?

i don't understand why.

it just doesn't feel like it is gonna get better.

today has been a better day than yesterday. i wish i could get excited about christmas, but i lost that about a week ago sadly. christmas is usually one of my favorite times of the year. i very much enjoy getting gifts, but i also really enjoy giving them. i am not big up on the decorations or music or anything simply gifts maybe that sounds ( Read more... )

i was ignored yesterday. and the thought of having to see her today is making me sick ( Read more... )

i slept from 6pm till 9:45am and all i want to do is go back to bed. my loved ones are making me feel really horrible inside and they aren't doing anything to cause it. work scares me. i haven't even had and real motivation to smoke pot for the past week ( Read more... )

i wish there was something magical i could do that would stop her panic attacks - yet i am not sure if would be doing this magic to prevent myself from feeling helpless or to truly help her.

that's my brain for ya.

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i am more sensitive than anyone will ever know.... and it sucks. i don't want to be like this but it feels so deep and painful and when i think of the situations that cause me this pain... it doesn't make sense. i shouldn't be overreacting to every little thing and i try so hard to keep it in and rationalize it away - cause i don't want it and it ( Read more... )