so as everyone else has already written, last night was awesome. the fireworks and water balloon fight was the most fun i've had in awhile. it was weird, in the car on the way home cass, rachel, and i were talking about life right now. cass was saying how she's excited for school to start and i had this epiphany. i dont wanna change anything in ( Read more... )

so i need to vent a little bit, so i've comprised a list out of my frustration ( Read more... )

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bought a new swim suit today. it's cute, i like it. the bottoms are kinda saggy but i can't help it. i got to try it out this afternoon when i went swimmin with the girls, it was fun. i'm a little burned now but hopefully it will turn brown. was not pleased with the results of the "jet test". ladies, you know what i'm talking about. but it's okay ( Read more... )

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so, wow... last night was really fun. i'm still trying to take in everything that happened last night cause right now it's mostly a blur. i think my favorite part was my drive with andy to whataburger...we bonded- it was cute. funniest part of the night has got to be rachel's bitter beer face when she tasted my punch concoction(is that how you ( Read more... )

this past weekend i went to Lufkin for a wedding. i saw a lot of family that i haven't seen in awhile. seeing them reconfirmed all of my insecurities that i've been having lately. i'm going through this phase where i don't feel like i belong in my family. it's weird i've never ever had a desire to find my real dad but seeing my brother and sister ( Read more... )

so rachel and i decided to get express credit cards today since we were making rather large purchases there today anyways, and...i was totally approved. woohoo. i've got 350 bones of credit at this fine store. wait. only 300 now that i spent 50 bucks there today. sadly this is the most exciting thing that has happened to me these past couple of ( Read more... )

I am the Charmer

Charm is seduction without sex. Charmers are consummate manipulators, masking their cleverness by creating a mood of pleasure and comfort. Their method is simple; they deflect attention from themselves and focus it on their target. They understand your spirit, feel your pain, adapt to your moods. In the presence of a Charmer you ( Read more... )

i can't sleep at all right now. i have this unsettling feeling in my stomach that just won't go away. i realized today that even if i work my ass off these next 2 weeks in psychology i can still only make a D at best. i havent been to my english class in 3 weeks and our final paper was due last week and i still havent started it. geez, i am so lazy ( Read more... )