so im pretty sure noone reads this anymore, wich is good because it makes me want to write in it constantly. My friends page has 2 posts on it wich is a start but I think eventualy if i work hard at it I can get it down to nothing. Maybe if I could sleep I wouldnt be writing in here but i fucking cant so here i am talking about nothing. ( Read more... )

the problem with pain being the same as pleasure is that pleasure does not last. Yup them painogasms are sweet but then you come down off it and your like fuck what did i just do. I see the possible seperation between pain and pleasure. You feel guilt when getting off on pleasure without love. with pain you feel guilt for getting off on it from ( Read more... )

when one does not pay attention to thier enviornment they except the role of victim. One who excepts the role of victim willingly can not place guilt on those who bring them harm. When the harm is brought upon them, the role of victim is transcended to that of masochist. The result of this scenario brings to mind a question. Is there a diference ( Read more... )

guese what I wrote.  hahahaha suckasss you never gonna know. unless you do know.  you people who arnt there.

Naked Lunch    IS THE GREATES FUCKING MOVIE   NOW IM GONNA HAVE TO READ THE BOOK.

Oh what a wicked and twisted world it is for when I go to bed sad I wake up sooo horny

anx·i·e·ty ( Read more... )

BORED
my words so hollow they float
like a balloon inflated by my ego
confused by all the shit i dont know
sweaty hand reaches out through anxiety drenched fog

sleepy

cnn.com crapThis is the most poorly written internet article I have ever read and it is by cnn. How many fucking times can someone write "Johnson said"

Scum290: damit i hate pepto bismal so fucking much ( Read more... )

eye jewelry
its about fucking time. And its all just one step closer to the day when i can finally get my eyeball peirced. Then i can get a chain and connect my nose peircing to my eye piercing ohhh yahh baby ill be the hottest retarded freak around.