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[unendingproblem]

The other night i felt like a damn of emotions broke and a flood of tears can shortly after. I guess its part of pregnancy or just wht all has happened and well i have not been able to express myself to anyone and well they finally came out. Poor zach dosent know what to do in those situations and well sometimes he just holds me and that is all i

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[fluffypinkrabbi]

Well Jennifer i know that I have not been calling but you have been on my mind. Like an idoit I have four summer classes and a Lab. Each class is 2 hours and something long then my boss is making me work thrity hours a week. I dont even have time to sleep. But enough about the bullshit going on in my life. I just wanted you to know that I am still your best friend and that best friend have time for each other. We might not be able to talk long peroids of tiem but if you need to talk just call me. Wake me up, call at work.. I dont even care about my jobe anymore, and if i am at school my phone is on silent all the time. So there you go. Right now i dont have a clue where it is but I am going to clean out my car today and maybe it is in there. Do you want me to come to the hospital or to ytour house.. if not then I will not come. I mean the last thing i want is for you to be fustrated about who is there or even who is not there. You know you can call my house at anytime you want to. In the middle of the night and every thing. Frankly I

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[unendingproblem]

I know you are there and i appreciate that i have just been in such a bad mood lately i dont wan to be around anyone or talk to anyone because i feel as if im being a bitch. i want you to be a part of savannahs and my life. I hae no energy and i feel so drained that i dont know what to do with myself half the time. But its part of pregnancy. Not to mention a whole bunch of stuff keeps comming up and then all i can do is sleep or just mope around. You can come to the hospital or the house its up to you. Your parents can think whatever because truthfully ive gotten to where i dont care and that may be a good or bad thing i dont know. I understand you are busy cause sometimes i am also i have to watch ashlyn and then put up with all the bull crap of everyone elses lives and it gets old. Sorry i am really in a bad mood adn i hate it so much well im gonna go to lay down mabe ill feel better.