someone please wake me up when september ends...

[unexpresedwords]

gad this hurts... trying to let go... cause I can't seem to block out the moments when he made me feel as if I were floating... but I know I must... for his good and mine.... cause in the moments when he held me and looked me in the eyes like there was no one else I swear I lost my mind in those moments and I lost myself.. but I'm here sitting

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[nowmary]

Ruby, dear sweet Ruby! I am so sorry you are having a storm cloud of doubt and pain right now. I know its all alot for you to take....but I know you can make it. Be strong - like you said, be strong for you and your son. I know you can. Your not alone on feeling like a mental case either. I have things that I do in my life that make me wonder if I'm insane. I get anger out of no where and it blows up and I let the anger take over my emotions and I get so caught up in this feeling that I can't get out. I know...I feel you. I hope all is well. :) Have a blessed day hun!

[lies_xx]

if something where to happen to you i would dieeeeee

so please stfu♥ because i love you too much.