in a "mind bending twist" last night, before i left for work, i was given the task of writing "next on's" for the fox reality show i am tooling on. tooling, because i feel like such a tool working on it. "next on's" mean i got paid to write things like, "and in an explosive end that will make your eyeballs shrink" and "it's all leading up to ( Read more... )

after finding out that someone in my complex has been using my name and number as a credit reference (i dont even know the woman), i became freaked out this morning by the thought of identity theft. i alerted all of the credit report places, but i'm still buggin'. clueless style.

someday i am going to get out of this hellish post schedule and have a life. or a semblance of one. and i am going to learn to spell. for the LA peeps i havent seen, i miss you. and dream of you every night. i dream of the non LA peeps every night too. but not in a sexual way. as i am starting to read the Bible again.

my mind is mired in beaurcracy.

and i can't spell.

is anyone else having a problem getting their feedback sent to their e-mail account?

after looking at my online bank account today, i was feeling rather sad and lost and disillusioned about my life. and then i got a call from rico!. rico is a very cute boy in my life, who also happens to be a producer on public radio. and rico wants to interview me for some kind of show that involves financial stability concerning different ( Read more... )

everyone morning i take great measures to make myself less offensive smelling. i wash my hair with yummy smelling shampoo, then lather and rinse with a soft, subtle conditioner. i spread thick burt's bees orange wash on my skin and suds the rest of the parts with not only zest antibacterial bar soap. body wash takes the edge off the strong ( Read more... )

i have seven day work weeks in LA, working in the sleaziest of professions. not stripping. reality tv. my life is no longer my own. my mission: to get the hell out of here. but how?

i missed all opportunities to send holiday cards this year...i'd like to send a valentine to all...if you would like one, please send your addy to: kutmullet@aol.com

do it. because i love you all. even those who aren't on LJ.

my need for hugs today is infinite.