Sara - The first girl i said the word love too, and i wasn't lying. A part of me feels and knows ill love this girl forever. I still feel love for her and its been over two years since ive even kissed her. I lost everything with that girl, including my first kiss. if she ever wanted me back id drop anything in the world for her or i feel like that. Im glad were still friends after all this time, but i wish we were closer.
Melissa - She was my second girlfriend and i was her first boyfriend. We were really cute together and were just two totally different people and it ended up working out for a few months. Were good-friends now and id like to keep it that way.
Malissa - We were unofficially together for about 9 nine. We kissed and cuddled and hung out like there was no tomorrow and had the best sleep-overs. Shes basicly my best friend girl wise. I don't miss anything we had but im glad were friends.
Heather - We have hardly ever hung out but one day we layed on her bed for about two hours just talking. It was really something nice and i felt comfortable and myself around her. I wish i had something like that now. I feel like need something like that.
Cara - I never did spend a lot of time with her but the time i did get to spend with her was amazing. She means a lot to me and i miss her a lot and just being close to her. Shes the girl i always want to get high with and hold in my arms
Brittany - Ive forgiven the past but ill still never forget the things she did or did around my back and literally in front of my eyes. My second love, and not the first girl ive cried over. Were talking again, but i feel like maybe shes still telling lies, i don't really care thou, i wouldn't cry this time.
Oh and this wasn't a list of girls ive had sex with. You'd have to divide this list by three to figure that one out.
I wrote something last night so i figure id post it in here...
from the time i met you
nothing between us was ever true
all those lessthanthree's you've spoke
on your words, ill see you choke
put yourself in these shoes for one day
you'll see why the pain is far from away
with those revealing eyes, get out of my face
a blaze we'll set this place
your lips will start the fire
you in flames, a last desire