bonjour amore
I feel like my lungs are losing oxygen
I long to hold you in my arms again
My heart is almost collapsing
and time is ever so slowly passing
I wish i could fast-forward 12months and make deployment a blur
because being away from you is something ill never prefer
from the opposite side of the world I'm writing you this letter
letting you know my heart is closer to yours than ever
i remember, everything was better
when we were in our bed together
now i'm a million miles away in Afghanistan
missing you more than you could ever understand
i hate going to bed without you and sleeping alone
but i love the sound of your voice when we talk on the phone
i just cant wait till I'm with you again, at home
we can lay in bed at midnight and make love when were all alone
its sad to think ill be gone every holiday, even Christmas eve
but I'm 100% yours when i come back, that you can believe
we can even try to get your pregnant, for you to conceive
give jaylin a little brother,
once again you will be a perfect mother
and i will be the father
of the new baby toddler
i'm not sure how to end this
if i were saying it in person it would be with a kiss
that's one of the million things about us i really do miss
kissing you right now is something i could only wish
you will always be the love of my life, my beautiful wife
and even though ill get to be with you in may
ill dream and thing about you every time the stars shine, or during the day