I know right now I probably sound like a broken record.
I hope you know, you broke my heart, just for the record.
All I have left is a memory, of what use to be us, you and me.
Now you're making memories with another guy, maybe two or three.
You know I went broke when I bought you the wedding ring.
You took it off so quick like it didn't mean a thing.
This stuff you do brings me to my knees.
I pray to god, make it stop, please.
I cant sleep, so much weight on my chest.
Im tryin to get it off quick like a bench press.
Airport outside my car, kissin yo lips, holdin yo hips.
If love is a flight, we had turbulance, how did it turn to this?
Try to drown out tha pain with afghan cannibus.
People got suspicious, so they made us piss.
Im a fuck up, but you're the one who fucked us up.
I might be out the army after they test my cup.
I need an ambulance, my heart stopped, i cant handle this.
Call the medic, i need some anastetic, i feel so numb.
Like a bullet to my heart, straight from a gun.
Half way around the world, cant talk in person.
Believe me baby, the things you do have me hurting.
I know how you talk to other guys, probably flirting.
You're my nightmare, nickname should be Tim Burton.
I dont mean to be discrete, I want to kill every guy you'll ever meet.
Sometimes I smile, lookin back on tha past I reconsile.
The things you do you think I dont recignize.
Im so sick and tired of all the lies, lack of truth.
You bring tears to my eyes, doin this with flow.
Like I have a mic in the booth, tellin the truth.
I know right now I probably sound like a broken record.
I hope you know, you broke my heart, just for the record.
All I have left is a memory, of what use to be us, you and me.
Now you're making memories with another guy, maybe two or three.
You know I went broke when I bought you the wedding ring.
You took it off so quick like it didn't mean a thing.
This stuff you do brings me to my knees.
I pray to god, make it stop, please.
In your top eight you put kai right next to me.
How you put him and me in tha same catagory?
When I saw that I couldn't breath like respitory.
This is less of a song, more of a story.
First time you talked to him on tha phone.
He tried to take a taxi to your home.
He said "will you let me get that."
Dont lie to me, two-feet from him I sat.
He repeated everything you said.
Your reply was "maybe after a couple of dates."
Made it seem like it would be easy to get in your legs.
How much do you really think he cares?
You compare him to me like he could even compare.
You think I dont know the half, but I know the whole.
Shit is imprinted on my brain like an anchient scrool.
Let me put this in retrospect, i never cared about sex.
To make love I waited for months.
Sixty dollar taxis to kiss you once.
I never cared about not getting laid.
I loved holding you in my arms night and day.
Ive got a lump in my throat, nothing else to say.