Best day ever.  Hung out with Diana all day and her friends.  We went to the park and ate food and sat in the sun and we saw a giant black snake later on which scared the shit out of me.  Went to the diner after then chilled with Diana in the parking lot where her friend Jad lives ( Read more... )

5:39 in the morning, no sleep.  Fuck.

I want to write a book more than ever latly.  I dont know what I would call it but I do know that it would be an amazing book.  Some of it based on real shit and stuff I've been through ( Read more... )

Corey and I got into a pretty bad truck accident yesterday at work.  In pain and feel like poo.  I wonder how and why neither one of us not only died but walked away with only bruises ( Read more... )

A fish can only last so long out of the water until it dies.

"You're falling closer to me
And already i can see the shine in your eyes
Looking down on me
My stomach is a knot
And my body paralyzed
I have given up 
All thats left is fall to the ground"

"I want to hold your hand, kiss your lips, and give you the world"

"Roam through me like the poison that you are, I'll sniff the cure till sunrise."

It's been 15 days and i regret not answering your phone call last night.  I hope you understand it was jsut an unfamiliar number that I didnt recognize.  I miss you, and I want to see you again.   I have lost all feelings and taking a step back into the numbness.  I'm just a sad crushed upset piece of human flesh, not knowing which direction i ( Read more... )

So I'd sacrifice my body to let a harmless soul go....

Am I wrong to think this way that i without a doubt would sacrifice death my body so someone could live.  I elect myself to lead the way in for the others who are lost.  Bright hope to us all who have not found any light or worth of existence.  These thoughts feelings and words are no more than ( Read more... )

Come with me
Come take a walk
Inside my head
Well travel in through the ear
And make our way in
We'll hack through brain
And make friends with your thoughts
But before we go in
we must get passed the man at the front door
he protects it
what we call it I dont know
Controlling your moves from within
So come with me little friend
Come see the people inside my ( Read more... )

I miss you.

Dont know what really say,  my head is spinning.

I don't wanr ro say no.

---John