I found a diary that my mom had written a long time ago when she had me. She loved me so much. It hurts so bad to know that its not like that anymore. Why couldn't she have stuck around? I guess I wasn't good enough for her. Maybe I did something wrong. I miss her. I miss who she was.

well... yesterday officially stunk ( Read more... )

Don't talk about me behind my back... I wouldn't do it to you ( Read more... )

All the computers at my house are broken, so the only time I can update is at school... (in Mrs. Rays room) well... I'm going to talk to someone important about something important... pray for me... Oh yeah, and thank you sooo much to all the people who commented on my last entry, thanks for being there when I needed you!!! I love you guys!

It's the scariest things in life that mean the most to you. Ask me tomorrow and I'll tell you the story, it's awful. I was completely hysterical, so I called Josh and he met me up at the middle school. I had to stop there because I was so upset. He came up there, and brought me diet coke and hugged me while I cried. He's the best guy friend a girl ( Read more... )

Well... I'm bored. I guess I'm going to go to Carolina Girls to work out my frustration. Working out is so calming. (and not to mention it makes you look good.) This should give me a chance to get real and have a real, meaningful, one-on-one talk to my savior...

Today has been a very emotional day for me... first we found out that Melonie (a lady that's been like my mom since the divorce) is pregnant. And then a whole bunch of people came to Slam Night (btw thanks for coming Anna Aj Brandon and Kristen) and then at slam night two of our college youth associates got engaged in front of everyone! It was ( Read more... )

SOMEONE'S PREGNANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

Well Ms. Wildcat was lame, but only because me and Leslie weren't in it!!! Oh and I sorta met Leslie's sisters, one of which looks shockingly like Leslie. I spent the whole day with Kristen and Sarah, we went to see coach carter last night (it stunk) and then we spent the night at Sarah's. (Got any GRAPES ( Read more... )