Knowing that you like someone else makes me want to throw up. and I miss not being able to see you everyday... enough said ( Read more... )

[> ] I think I'm really attractive. (it depends ( Read more... )

Its hard being single now. It seems like everyone else has someone... It's so frustrating not being able to love someone else like that when all of your friends do. I guess I should move on. I know that it's the right thing to do. But, it's easier said then done. My friends told me to a long time ago, I should have that this would just get harder ( Read more... )

Josh wrote me this insanely sweet note today thanking me for all this stuff. It meant so much to me. (And I cried my eyes out!)He said that I could post it, but, I'm not sure that I want to because I feel that it would lessen the meaning of it ( Read more... )

Wellllllllll.... not much too say....
But, I'm spending the night at Kim Waddell's house tonight so that she can do my hair tomorrow. <- I spelled it right Ben. That should be fun. Except the fact that we decided that we needed to get up at 4 so that I can be at reflections at 7. (Golden Blues is singing for the old horny men (aka the Chamber of ( Read more... )

Life is awesome... well kinda... The only thing that sucks is my mom... and the fact that I've been single for a whole dagum year and a half... What can I say... boys suck ( Read more... )

Mr. Calloway decided to postpone the second audition for tommorrow, so I have another day to freak out about it. I think that he's pretty much narrowed it down to me and Kari... Kari's so good... I guess I should start preparing myself for when Kari gets the solo and I don't. (UGH! there I go with the low self-esteem again!) But, if I do get it, ( Read more... )

Well today was going good until I went over to my mothers tonight. They're engaged. We got in a huge fight ( Read more... )

ABOUT YOU ( Read more... )

I'm not going to do anything for thanksgiving. My dad will prolly just fry a chicken and we'll chill at home... (yes... we eat fried chicken instead of turkey... cluck.... not gobble...) I'm really going to miss you guys over the break. It's gonna be so stinkin dull... But, hey, at least I get to sleep in!!!! If ya'll want to do something, call my ( Read more... )