oh, well. It's over I guess that I didn't make IT obvious enough and he just didn't notice... or maybe He noticed and didn't really care... I don't know either way I'm depressed.

i'm not a perfect person, there are so many things i wish i didn't do ( Read more... )

I got an email from my mom... yeah, it sucked. Ya know those lists that people send out that ask you ?s about yourself then you take it and send it to everyone else... well I sent one out, and by accident i sent one to her. BIG MISTAKE! She sent it back and I've decided to add a little excert in just for you guys ( Read more... )

I hate life... no, I don't; I just hate Lexington. I'm with Josh when I say that I just can't wait to get out of here... There's this awful administrator guy named Mr. Bolick at my school. He is a chauvinist pig. If there's some really hot girl walking down the hall with half her butt crack and all of her boobs hangin out he wont say nothin, but, ( Read more... )

Man I have been depressed all day. First of all I forgot to do my small groups book, then I rode behind my mom's boss/boyfriend all the way to church, (it took everything we had not to rearend him!), and then my really good friend, named Adam, left for the Navy. He wont be back for about a year, so pray for him and his family. It wasn't until we ( Read more... )

Haven't you noticed how everyone else is in love except me? Am I the only one? I miss love... you know the really sweet, intimate love... the kind where the best part of your day is just laying there, listening to each other's heartbeat.

Everyone else has given themselves to someone else, but, I can't do that. I can't give in. High School ( Read more... )

You know that it's cute!!!!

Maybe I should explain my last entry... I can't go into detail cuz I don't want to. Ok... Back in August of last year my mom and dad seperated, like out of no where... (my mom left my dad btw.) She made my sister and I believe that it was my dad's fault, so I began to hate my dad for ruining my life. Sometime when my sister and I weren't around him ( Read more... )

I am so sick of this life. It's really starting to stink. Well, not everything has gone wrong. I still have a relationship with God, which is better and stronger than any thing my mom could take away from me; I still have my dad and sister. I guess some people will call me blessed. I know I would if I were on the outside looking in. I would give  ( Read more... )

I don't think that I've ever touched a cow... Can a cow be brown? If not then how did they name that ice cream thingy? If you fed a cow chocolate would it have choclate milk? Will chocolate kill a cow, like it will kill a dog? Are cows colorblind? Could you perm a cow's tail? Am I the only person who at 16 is still addicted to Boy meets world? Does ( Read more... )