well my mom was right.. i am sick, i have a fever and i think a throat thingy but im not sure. i have to go to the clinic today to see, and yeh... i feel so bad.. im supposed to go running today wit frances but i cant cuz im sick, and i was supposed to go to the movies with taylor today but i cant cuz im sick... FUCKING HELL I HATE BEING SICK... ( Read more... )

aww yay... well taylor and mallory and suzie were over today.. it was fun... what we did was me and mallory and suzie and trevor went to the mall and then we met up with taylor... and then we went back to my house... we watched movies!!! shawshank redemtion, texas chain saw masacre and fools rush in... it was soo funny.. i was sooo scared during ( Read more... )

well me and mallory are going to the mall and then we are going back to my house for movie night!!!! w00t w00t. me and mallory and taylor and suzie and trevor are goign to watch shawshank redemption, 13, and texas chain saw masacre... i dont want to watch texas chain saw masacre... its scary!! well i have to go now... mallorys dad is picking us up ( Read more... )

ok that entry below was mallory.. cuz shes a dink and shes is really stupid lol teehee
XOX Olivia XOX

So, Now Eric is really mad er w/e at me and he can hardly talk to me. we had this sorta fight last nyte and things are relle upsetting me right now. hes trying to get me to stick up formyself yet he doesn't noe its relle hard w/o him i used to be able to talk to him whenever i need now like i have to ask him if i can ? and i dont think thats right ( Read more... )

well like.. im really upset right now.. i was crying.. i dont want to hurt anymore.. but you know thats never going to happen.. liek i hate hurting  the people that i care about the most.. like im hurting mallory and i hate it... im hurting taylor... and i care about him sooo much... and im hurting all my friends like im going to stop cutting.. ( Read more... )

well supposidly mallory understands me... btu she hasnt gone through the shit that i have gone through... like gawd... i have been crying soo much lately and now i am again.. and then like gawd.. i really want to die.. im gone bye bye
XoX Olivia XoX

wow.. today i realised that one of my bestfriends, is like ruining her life. she does all this shit and expects that everything is going to be ok... but its not. and its not going to be. last night i was talking to trevor on msn and he said that our whole group of friends is falling apart.. and it is. like i dont want to hang around eric, for ( Read more... )

woah well... i was just in a screaming fight with my sister.. like she was on the phone and the internet at the same time and i was like i need the phone and she said no so i hung up on her fried and then shes like you fucking bitch and im like :P and then i called my dad and told him that my sister was swaring at me and was on the phone and the ( Read more... )

today:got up at 615 to take a shower, felt sick, called mallory to tell her not to pick me up, told my mom i wasnt going to school, went back to bed until 1:45, got up and am on the computer... i was reading my friend mallorys livejournal. it makes me very upset, her really close friend killed himself and she said 'one day i will be with him, i ( Read more... )