On Sunday, Jen and I decided to go to the beach.
We got in her car and drove to California.
It was pretty bomb.  The weather was perfect and it was the most relaxing day I've ever had.

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impartial.

in no uncertain terms.
I have really good friends.

thank you, to people who actually listen.

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Go back to the basics.  Life is not as complex as we always make it out to be.  But don't expect yourself to be the same as you may have been before you "lost yourself". Nothing is stagnant.  We change.  Things change.  The only way you really loose yourself is if you forget what makes you happy and what you want from life.  But mostly, forget ( Read more... )

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I got back from Chicago edging on 3 weeks ago now.  I got back from California 3 days ago now, and I still have not unpacked from either ( Read more... )

dude, don't ever do shrooms.

wow  this is all like a dream ( Read more... )

i wish things were clearer.  it's like, they seem so clear, but then they're not.

i surrendered myself tonight.  and as Joy as my witness.  I know it's out of my hands.
i said outloud you're killing me,  and Joy told me, "that's what you've needed to say all along"

i know i can't do this on my own.  i know it.  i need you here with me.  every step of ( Read more... )