1. I finally get to put my idea for killing state machines at work into practice on one of them. 2. I have time to write tests at work again. 3. I AM WRITING CODE I DON'T HATE 4. I AM WRITING CODE I DON'T HATE 5. I AM WRITING CODE I DON'T HATE
1. got actual meaningful code out the door yesterday 2. today I might have space to write more of it even 3. letting good habits carry me when I don't have much brain 4. I got a lot done while I was anhedonia-cleaning yesterday 5. peppermint tea
1. I actually got part of my security deposit back for my last apartment. 2. a morning routine to cling to when my brain is full of squirrels 3. the backrub cushion I splurged and bought 4. the fact that I am able to spend money on myself now without intense guiltbunnies 5. I can tell myself to take a day for just myself and sometimes I will listen
1. my morning exercise practice works 2. company lunch had good BBQ yesterday 3. there are leftovers 4. I can have BBQ and cheese tortellini in moderation without my guts blowing up 5. building consensus around architecture improvement at work.
1. I get to eat more of N.'s cheesecake at lunch 2. fresh flowers on the kitchen island 3. yesterday I saw the feral cat in daylight 4. all the tea I can drink 5. today I do actual feature work
1. waking up without an alarm 2. C. bringing me dinner in bed last night. 3. BUILDING A CLOUD CHAMBER AT SPANNING TREE YESTERDAY 4. getting to go back to feature work instead of operational support at work today 5. Tea.
1. a warm home to come back to every evening. 2. enough money that blowing $20 at the bar isn't a big deal 3. having the time and energy to have a morning routine again 4. cottage cheese, and the firm knowledge that I always have a healthy and good-for-guts protein source 5. sleeping in