its not hot

its beautiful...

i know i'm kinda strange to you sometimes
don't always say what's on my mind
you know that i've been hurt by some guy
but I DONT WANNA MESS UP THIS TIME

and i really really really care
and i really really really want you
and i think i'm kinda scared
cause i don't wanna lose you
if you're really really really there
then maybe you can hang through
i hope you ( Read more... )

I've met some people along the way..
Some of them  s  p  l  i  t
Some of them STAY
Some of them dance
Some just walk away
Some of them pass on by
but I've got a few friends

I'll love till i die.

So I haven't updated in a long time...so this one I'd like to talk about my taste in guys.  I really don't have a specific type...even though I love goofy guys...any guy that can make me laugh has an advantage.  I love laughing.  A guy that is polite is also a plus.  I love having a guy open a door for me...and I love when guys take me out for ( Read more... )

.this is the place where i sit.this is the part where i love you too much.is this as hard as it gets?.cause i'm getting tired of pretending i'm [TOUGH].i'm here if you want me.i'm yours YOU CAN HOLD ME.i'm empty and taken and tumbling and breakin'.cause you don't see me.and you don't need me.and you don't love me.

[the way i WISH you would].[the ( Read more... )

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me?
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice and I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the, the whole thing
Oh but in often times those words get tangled up in the lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Oh until the dawn it brings another day to sing about the ( Read more... )

You make me wanna throw my pager out the window
Tell MCI to cut the phone poles
Break my lease so I can move
Cause you a bug-a boo, a bug-a boo
I wanna put your number on the call block
Have AOL make my e-mail stop
Cause you a bug-a boo
You buggin' what?
You buggin' Who?
You buggin' me and don't you see it ain't cool

its not hot that you be callin me
stressin ( Read more... )

HEY HERES AN IDEA! instead of talking SHIT behind my back..say it to my FACE...or else you can kiss my white motherfuckin ass and burn in hell bitch

So I've decided...I think I wouldn't hate school as much if half the people that go there...died.  :)  Seriously...are we in second grade?...Please make fun of me some more...trust me...pretty much all  of you have absolutly NO room to talk.  I'm sick of people talking behind peoples backs...I'm sick of people complaining...I'm sick of fake people ( Read more... )

oh baby!

i got my license! =D

yea thats all i have to say for now