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this is our whole convo if you wanna read it........
Session Start (laxer589:Giese): Sun Feb 27 20:47:58 2005
Giese: hey k im guessing your johns friend luke. i honestly didnt mean to upset either of you, mainly john. friday i got out of the gym real late, was grouchy, very tired, and not in a good mood, nobody would of wanted to spend time with me then, stuff like that happens sometimes, its not like i did anything on purpose. i appologized, and really am sorry, thats about all i can do, i feel bad and im sorry but i dont think you have to complain to me for him.
*** Auto-response sent to Giese: KU is restored to their glory.........almost
Giese: tell that to your friend luke please
Giese: cause apprently im a "terrible person"
Giese: seriously i hate arguing and i hate people being upset with me, thats not how i do. so im sorry if friday didnt work out but its not cause i didnt wanna go, move on there will be plenty of other fridays ok? anyways im saying sorry once more cause i am sorry, i hate letting people down and im sorry if i did that to you, it wasnt intentinal
Giese: but if you really wanna throw a freindship away and go on thinking im a terrible person then go ahead i guess, that's not at all who i am though
laxer589: hey, thats not it, or not completely it. i have to do some serious homework right now.
i will talk to you later about it if you're still willing
*** Auto-response from Giese: sweet im a "terrible person" thaats always nice to hear
anyways im writing a paper, leave something positive
Session Close (Giese): Sun Feb 27 20:59:53 2005
Session Start (laxer589:Giese): Sun Feb 27 21:17:36 2005
Giese: of course im willing to talk, i never wasnt! just dont get people mad at me, thats not nice!
*** Auto-response sent to Giese: serious serious homework.
leave somethin, i'll get back to you......sometime
Session Close (Giese): Sun Feb 27 22:23:46 2005
Session Start (laxer589:Giese): Sun Feb 27 22:43:35 2005
laxer589: hey there
Giese: hey!
*** Auto-response sent to Giese: serious serious homework.
leave somethin, i'll get back to you......sometime
laxer589: whats goin on
Giese: just took a showerr, not too much
laxer589: huh, shower sounds really good
Giese: it was!
laxer589: haha, well thats good to hear
Giese: 8-)
laxer589: hey i'm sorry about earlier
Giese: its ok, sorry if i got you mad!
laxer589: it was just weird, like i'd been lookin forward to friday for a long time, and then you cancelled like last minute and ended up goin out anyways. and then last night you said you lost your ticket. so i just really felt like shit.
Giese: aw im sorry, i didnt mean to cancel last min i just got out of the gym late and wasnt in a good mood and just wanted to go back and shower and stuff, it wasnt cause i didnt wanna go
Giese: haha bad mood i mean
laxer589: i gotcha
laxer589: but you understand where i'm commin from though?
Giese: totally and thats why i felt/feel really bad and said sorry many times, but i should prob tell you tho that i dont think im looking for a relationship right now, just good friends!
laxer589: i see, that helps.
laxer589: why didn't you tell me that earlier?
Giese: i didnt think i needed too! i guess i forget that people that dont really know me, take my friendly nature the wrong way sometimes, im just a really friendly person i guess or thats what people always tell me, that im misleading sometimes
Giese: so i didnt mean to be misleading, and i really like hanging out and walking, i just dont want a boyfriend at the moment
laxer589: its ok, i understand
Giese: hehe k good!
laxer589: hah, i mean theres nothin really i can do about it
Giese: hehe yeah..
Giese: we better still be friends tho!
laxer589: i dunno, i don't have much else to say other than i got what you're sayin but its tough cuz this weekend really sucked cuz it felt like i got stood up twice in as many nights and you didn't seem to care or notice at all. i know you're sorry and stuff but it still feels weird. i mean me askin you out implies that i was hopin for more than friends and i guess i understand that you were just tryin to be nice it just seems like this whole thing was really pointless
Giese: aw i totally didnt mean to come off like that! i really did wanna go to dinner but friday just didnt work out and sat i honestly lost my ticket!
Giese: i guess i didnt really know that you wanted more than friends and im sorry for being misleading
laxer589: its ok, its done and in the past, i'm not sayin completely everything is cool but this is a big step in that direction
Giese: hehe well ok, lemme know what else i can do, its not you or anything i just dont want a relationship right now and i hope we can still we be friends and take our walks and such cause i hear its gonna snow like whoa mon night ;-)
laxer589: alright, that i can do. i don't really blame you or anything, its just like.........grrrrrrr
laxer589: heh
Giese: hehe im sorry :-(
Giese: ive gotta go finish some homework, so ill talk to you later! smiiile for me ;-)
laxer589: its cool, i know you're sorry.
Giese: hehe k good, talk to you laterr!
laxer589: hah, might have to take a raincheck on that smile but we'll see
Giese: aww
laxer589: yeah, you gonna be on later tonight?
Giese: of course!
laxer589: alright, good luck with that homework
Giese: you too! byee!
Session Close (Giese): Sun Feb 27 23:12:24 2005
Session Start (laxer589:Giese): Sun Feb 27 20:47:58 2005
Giese: hey k im guessing your johns friend luke. i honestly didnt mean to upset either of you, mainly john. friday i got out of the gym real late, was grouchy, very tired, and not in a good mood, nobody would of wanted to spend time with me then, stuff like that happens sometimes, its not like i did anything on purpose. i appologized, and really am sorry, thats about all i can do, i feel bad and im sorry but i dont think you have to complain to me for him.
*** Auto-response sent to Giese: KU is restored to their glory.........almost
Giese: tell that to your friend luke please
Giese: cause apprently im a "terrible person"
Giese: seriously i hate arguing and i hate people being upset with me, thats not how i do. so im sorry if friday didnt work out but its not cause i didnt wanna go, move on there will be plenty of other fridays ok? anyways im saying sorry once more cause i am sorry, i hate letting people down and im sorry if i did that to you, it wasnt intentinal
Giese: but if you really wanna throw a freindship away and go on thinking im a terrible person then go ahead i guess, that's not at all who i am though
laxer589: hey, thats not it, or not completely it. i have to do some serious homework right now.
i will talk to you later about it if you're still willing
*** Auto-response from Giese: sweet im a "terrible person" thaats always nice to hear
anyways im writing a paper, leave something positive
Session Close (Giese): Sun Feb 27 20:59:53 2005
Session Start (laxer589:Giese): Sun Feb 27 21:17:36 2005
Giese: of course im willing to talk, i never wasnt! just dont get people mad at me, thats not nice!
*** Auto-response sent to Giese: serious serious homework.
leave somethin, i'll get back to you......sometime
Session Close (Giese): Sun Feb 27 22:23:46 2005
Session Start (laxer589:Giese): Sun Feb 27 22:43:35 2005
laxer589: hey there
Giese: hey!
*** Auto-response sent to Giese: serious serious homework.
leave somethin, i'll get back to you......sometime
laxer589: whats goin on
Giese: just took a showerr, not too much
laxer589: huh, shower sounds really good
Giese: it was!
laxer589: haha, well thats good to hear
Giese: 8-)
laxer589: hey i'm sorry about earlier
Giese: its ok, sorry if i got you mad!
laxer589: it was just weird, like i'd been lookin forward to friday for a long time, and then you cancelled like last minute and ended up goin out anyways. and then last night you said you lost your ticket. so i just really felt like shit.
Giese: aw im sorry, i didnt mean to cancel last min i just got out of the gym late and wasnt in a good mood and just wanted to go back and shower and stuff, it wasnt cause i didnt wanna go
Giese: haha bad mood i mean
laxer589: i gotcha
laxer589: but you understand where i'm commin from though?
Giese: totally and thats why i felt/feel really bad and said sorry many times, but i should prob tell you tho that i dont think im looking for a relationship right now, just good friends!
laxer589: i see, that helps.
laxer589: why didn't you tell me that earlier?
Giese: i didnt think i needed too! i guess i forget that people that dont really know me, take my friendly nature the wrong way sometimes, im just a really friendly person i guess or thats what people always tell me, that im misleading sometimes
Giese: so i didnt mean to be misleading, and i really like hanging out and walking, i just dont want a boyfriend at the moment
laxer589: its ok, i understand
Giese: hehe k good!
laxer589: hah, i mean theres nothin really i can do about it
Giese: hehe yeah..
Giese: we better still be friends tho!
laxer589: i dunno, i don't have much else to say other than i got what you're sayin but its tough cuz this weekend really sucked cuz it felt like i got stood up twice in as many nights and you didn't seem to care or notice at all. i know you're sorry and stuff but it still feels weird. i mean me askin you out implies that i was hopin for more than friends and i guess i understand that you were just tryin to be nice it just seems like this whole thing was really pointless
Giese: aw i totally didnt mean to come off like that! i really did wanna go to dinner but friday just didnt work out and sat i honestly lost my ticket!
Giese: i guess i didnt really know that you wanted more than friends and im sorry for being misleading
laxer589: its ok, its done and in the past, i'm not sayin completely everything is cool but this is a big step in that direction
Giese: hehe well ok, lemme know what else i can do, its not you or anything i just dont want a relationship right now and i hope we can still we be friends and take our walks and such cause i hear its gonna snow like whoa mon night ;-)
laxer589: alright, that i can do. i don't really blame you or anything, its just like.........grrrrrrr
laxer589: heh
Giese: hehe im sorry :-(
Giese: ive gotta go finish some homework, so ill talk to you later! smiiile for me ;-)
laxer589: its cool, i know you're sorry.
Giese: hehe k good, talk to you laterr!
laxer589: hah, might have to take a raincheck on that smile but we'll see
Giese: aww
laxer589: yeah, you gonna be on later tonight?
Giese: of course!
laxer589: alright, good luck with that homework
Giese: you too! byee!
Session Close (Giese): Sun Feb 27 23:12:24 2005