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[unholy999]

:( i cant fucking help myself. i need a job. i need to get us out of this fucking house. my head feels like its about to fucking explode. im thinking things that arent even possible but i cant help it. its so fucking hard to make it through a day without thinking bad things. my appetite has gone to shit. my stomach is so upset i cant sleep. all i

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[deaddreamer_]

:( I've been pretty fucked up inside lately myself. I hope you're going to be okay. I can't speak in front of people either, I always used to freak out in HS when I had to do it. when I went to DCI it wasn't so bad, then again there was only 9 people including myself in that class. If ya ever need me I'm here for ya. Sorry to hear you can't find a job :( You should check around and see if they have any call centers around there, its easy work on the phone (you have to have patience and basically be a kiss ass to customers but hey!) and most start out at like $9 an hour. Too bad you guys don't live around here anymore, theres lots of jobs around shittsburgh. I hope things get better for you soon. I love ya to death hun and I'll keep you in my thoughts <3 <3 <3

~Criddle

[unholy999]

*hugs* im sorry to hear about ur mom. i told erin to call you and check up on ya but we got ur voicemail. ill give u a call sometime id like to hear from ya.

[deaddreamer_]

Yeah I got the message and thanks for calling. I just haven't felt up to talking to much of anyone. Aside from my mom and my job but I'm forced to be on the phone at work. *sigh* being this depressed really fucking blows. One good thing though my mom got the news from her work that they are goign to let her work from home :D so she's excited about that!

[unholy999]

wow thats really nice of them. that'll prolly make ur mom not feel so bad either. what does she do again? medical billing?

[deaddreamer_]

Nah when she got fired after my pap died, that was her medical billing job. She works for this company safe & secure now. They sell guardian alarm systems. She's a lot happier now that she can work from home :)

[unholy999]

thats awesome. tell her i said hi and i hope she gets better soon.and dammit call me sometime 812-539-1887