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Well Renaissance Faire was so fun I shall def be going back tomorrow! This time Turkey leg shall be had! Got some decent pics, hope to get more tomorrow ( Read more... )

ok im gonna update a few thingson here by copying it from my SG profile because i dont want o write 2 journals so from here on out im just gonna post the same thing in 2 places and of course if its of a sensitive nature that i dont want SG seeing then it will only be here... Here goes ( Read more... )

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I never once lied to vince about my feelings... i came to terms a long time ago that i will never have what i want. It doesnt mean i cant still want it.. but ive accepted it will never happen... as much as it hurts me... but just by speaking up about it ive lost everything i had with him... he cant just accept it and keep things how they were... im ( Read more... )

he hasnt spoke to me since our conversation.... i really need my best friend right now... i can look past my personal afflictions to maintain our friendship because that is more important to me... apparently he cant, so he cuts me off... :'(