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i broke someone's heart today. i haven't done that in a long time. it's not easy. at least not as easy as it looks when it's done to me. it hasn't been done to me in a while. it's because i'm numb now. i like being numb. i'm numb because i'm weak. i'm weak because i'm numb. i'm both because i'm stupid. i feel bad for her. she opened up. i shut down ( Read more... )

wow! i'm really nervous about the show on sunday. we're opening for two really big, hardcore bands from england. their fans are gonna be nuts and are not going to like us at all. we're pussy punk. oh well...nothing better than an ass kicking from hardcore kids.

i've got the new lagwagon record coming! life's going to be ok again.

jake during the most calm rock out ever.

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it's hard playing shows in a punk band when you have the sleeping pattern of an infant.

i'm beat.

i feel like i have way too much to do.

i actually have very few things to do.

i need to follow up on my college paperwork.

i need to practice the new songs.

i need to go to sleep.

i need to shut up..

that's what i need.

i went to the blanco homecoming game. i went to see arna beat all the ugly girls in that queen competition that schools do. but i missed it because i'm a knobslob. i got to hang out with her though...it was cool. we discussed apathy, tourists, our need to be even, and statutory rape. i saw about 20 old friends....only five of which i really cared ( Read more... )

lisa says that i never write in here anymore. nobody really does. john is gone :( but, to appease her, i'll let out a random rant ( Read more... )

alkaline trio might be the third best band in the world (no one can beat green day and the lawrence arms) the show was amazing. i do hate sunset station, though. they played my two favorite A3 songs (Fatally Yours, Warbrain). Both of which I've never heard of them playing before. And they dedicated Warbrain to Bush. My only complaint is that they ( Read more... )

Well I turned 20 yesterday. Yay, no more teenage crap. Yeah right....oh we have a show at the White Rabbit next month. It's a hurricane benefit show. We're playing with a buch of cool bands. My hand hurts from band practice....that's all.

p.s. i'm 20!

Finally! Jeron and Carissa broke up! I'm not saying that I'm happy about it....but I'm not too sad either. So Jeron and I might get an apartment! We can have the Tim/Jeron bachelor pad.....and by bachelor pad, of course, i mean an apartment covered with family guy and green day posters and is rarely visited by females. can't wait ( Read more... )