the reasons i don't believe what anyone says ... especially secretaries... so i had my parents negotiate.. and i was able to have my art credits revealtuated without even having syllabus's sent in ... IDIOTS!!!! so i should be able to sign up for the art class if they can get it into the system fast enough.. the lame asses.. i knew it could be done ( Read more... )

i'm going crazy... i really need an escape and the only one i see is death

i don't think my cheeks will get any smaller becuase of my stupid oral surgeon . i bet they will stay big and now get cronically infected becuase of the gargantuin holes in my cheek... i hate life... I HATE IT!

i wish i would die... i've broken down to staring at my celiling fan.. becuase i have nothing to talk about.. and i have no purpose... what's the point of keeping going.. i've asked myself this question too many times now... and i still have no answer... i mean i'm sure everyone would get along fine without me.. you guys do in chicago... no one ( Read more... )

i hate my oral surgeon he took a weed wacker to the inside of my cheeks there are holes in my cheeks that will probably never heal.... properly,.... and i hate life in general... i can't take art.. i can't take my stupid arobics classes... i can't do anything.. i wish i would die...

i just spent my whole fucking morning calling people for the fucking art department to find out that i can't even get my courses reevaluated utnil people are in the office which is june 12th but the course starts like june 12th and now i won't get in becuawe people arn't in.. What the fuck they have no one who can reevaluate an art course.. I HATE ( Read more... )

i love you seth

i am just waiting until seth leaves me becuase he just sees the empty shell that i've become again....

i just found out that my fucking transfer credits didn't actually get to csu.. or were probelby misplaced in the mail.. I HATE fucking admisistration people.. i hate college.. i hate csu.. i hate life i can't stand myself.. i think life should just be obliterated...

i want to die......