i knew it was too good to last
ahhh i was finaly really hapy w. my life..now i dunno anymore
i dont understant people. mainly guys. they say one thing and fuck with your head then go and sdo something and hurt you so much. im so scared of getting close to people its pathetic. half the people i get close to end up hurting me or stabbing me in the back. i have liek this gross fear of people. i miss being able to talk to some of the people i used to be able to tell like almost everything to. most of them were guys. i find it easier to be able to talk to guys because girls are bitches. and i say that because i am one. me n liz watched the notebook tonight. i loooove that movie. so cute and sad and yeah. i hope you feel better moooofin! i lufffff you! i feel so pathetic..i complain too much..but..i dunno..i cant even explain myself. whatever
..lily..