sorry to annoy ou all but  feel a big rant coming on.. and seeign as i don't know how to do those cuts its gona clutter up your friends page no doubt.

why can't people see me for who I am or give me any respect at all. I'd avoided telling Al about blondie because i knew after the joe situation he'd definately not approve and i can't be dealing with ( Read more... )

This was my favourite song as a child, and suddenly now it has real meaning to me
Life’s ambition occupies my time
Priorities confuse the mind
Happiness one step behind
This inner peace I’ve yet to find

Rivers flow into the sea
Yet even the sea is not so full of me
If I’m not blind why can’t I see
That a circle can’t fit
Where a square should be

There’s a ( Read more... )

I went to bridgnorth yesterday. waited for the bus for agggges and i saw liam, he waved. never really saw him as a nice guy but he actually is. he was asking what was up in the psychology lesson where i went out and he was so sweet about it ( Read more... )

On the way home from Harvington today i saw the most beautiful rainbow. The colours were crystal clear and the bow was beautifully wide. we even saw where the "ended" as i dont think they actually end. it was like a neverending beauty and it wa so inspiring and awestriking. (if thats a word ( Read more... )

today i got to be a fairy, wings and all. i got to lie in flowers and tell a donkey i loved him, all in the name of drama darling : P ( Read more... )

just realsied stabilty wasnt a good ubject for that post, it started off that way, but then i realsied how i really am

I wish john wouldn't tell people about this journal. it makes me feel edgy, as if i can't pour out my heart anymore. i've already felt recently i have to be careful and this confirms it. Him and blondie had a ncie chat about it. i suppose its only blondie who no's but i duno its my mind and heart why should he go round telling people ( Read more... )

Friday night was our cinema trip, very succesful considering he lateness of my organisation! me and gem got outvoted and we saw constantine although i didn't mind too much becuase it looked good.

on the way home from school i got a text from blondie saying he'd finsihed early and could see me, so i took him on a trip to the doctors to get my dads ( Read more... )

The tide seeps over my heart again ( Read more... )

todayy was rather random. st patricks day so i refused to take part in matts erect a flagpole campaign, i usuall would but he was giving out union jack stickers, and i jsut think that if we did have a flagpole it would have to reflect the school and not be the countries flag ( Read more... )