i use so much damn energy just trying to stay happy whats left at the end of the day. i have to carry my mom, this house, and always feel the burden of being second to my other sister (allison). she constently ask what is happening with your life. i always tell her but she isn't supportive at anything she simply doesn't give a damn. when i was ( Read more... )

so lately things have been interesting but no not alot of things happened to me personally. i take the dates off because they suck, cody lol. amy is pretty cool though. i am just rude and have first impression and stick with them until i met people. anyway i'ma have to start picking up on school again it was too easy so i kind of just stopped doing ( Read more... )

hahah. someone is so fucking lame.

( fun stuff )

seeing as no one reads this (thanks rachel). <3! i guess i write my thoughts for nothing. thoughts that are shit and useless because most of the time i dont really think some of the stuff i write, for when people read it they bitch. so enough of that. i suppose you could say im really not happy anymore or i have changed. whatever bitch. maybe it ( Read more... )

shit ass confusion..sucks

so many things this year bother me i swear. but we all grew out of the drama thing so its like the way people act. i became very blunt this year. no i'm not like "you're ugly". if somethings bothering me i'll tell you up front? but i'm sick of telling the same people over and over again things that bother me because they do things constantly and ( Read more... )

mother fucker school fucking sucks god damnit ahhh i fucking hate schoool damn it to heeeelll i am going to die. school fucking rocks ( Read more... )

rachel wanting to ask zac a question
instead i asked her.

uniquexlyours: what i am asking is...
uniquexlyours: would you do her
cuupycake: hahahaha

i'm so ugly but thats ok because so are you.