I'm so over this shit. Everyone around me is getting married and having babies...which wasn't a problem until Topher starts in with "LETS JUST GO AHEAD AND GET MARRIED" or "I WANT TO HAVE A KID!!!" i fucking hate it! Dont get me wrong...i know for a fact i wanna marry him, just not yet! I want my dream wedding and for that we need $$...alot of it. ( Read more... )

and i'm just now able to update. Sooo as of right now no wedding plans just yet I KNOW I KNOW i get ya'lls hopes up and then let them down but theres the whole $$ issue and i really dont wanna have blonde hair for my wedding....AND the family kinda doesnt know...so yea its kinda all fucked up lol. Anyway this year for HHN (my 6th year) i'm in Body ( Read more... )

for some reason i have been having sex dream after sex dream night after night after night. i mean its not like I'm not getting any from Topher i just think its funny cause in the dreams...its always WITH Topher lol. its kinda weird i mean usually i dont even have sex dreams but now its like almost everynight...its pretty cool....atleast i dont ( Read more... )

god damn fuck ( Read more... )

its just so damn hard sometimes....i miss somethings so much

and i hate how i feel right now

i cant wait to marry him....

Oct. has deff been a weird month...good things and bad things have happend ( Read more... )

Yesterday was me and Tophers 4 month anniversary...and well...we have decided to not have a big wedding....its going to take too long and we dont want to wait that long to get married, so we are gonna go ahead and plan a small wedding after our big engagement which Topher would like to do on Thanksgiving cause the WHOLE family is gonna be there to ( Read more... )

i fed my spiders today...Savini shed once again...and Norman is HUGE..hes even bigger then Karloff. Myers is still the same size, hes always been a big boy. Klaus doesnt seem to be growing...and of course Little Lugosi is still as small as ever ( Read more... )

Well...First things First...I'M NOT PREGGERS WOOHOO ( Read more... )