jumping on the bandwagon
SO, this seems like a good idea, because I can post stuff like this instead of making a random post with a bunch of scattered ideas. so anyways...
1. I love all the seasons, and everytime one of them changes I say "I love ___" but I think I love winter best. <3 snow!
2. I don't exactly hate it at Aquinas, I'm content enough for now....but I don't exactly love it either.
3. My classes at Aquinas are really easy, and while that's fun for now (when I'm not pulling my hair out in boredom), it really worries me that I might not be able to handle harder classes in the future....and then it's almost tempting to just stay at AQ...and then I want to smack myself for continuing to take the easy way out.
4. I also worry that I may not be a good engineer, and then I'll have given up my scholarship at AQ for nothing. But I think that I can make the most difference that way and I'm willing to try it, even if I have to work at it.
5. When I have the freedom to talk uninterupted, I tend to talk a lot (as evidenced by my sometimes lengthy lj entries)
6. I am a hopeless romantic by nature. I've tried to repress this before, and it doesn't exactly work.
7. I can be really lazy and have a serious lack of initiative, and I'm trying to change that about myself.
8. I'm also trying to change the fact that I have a real problem with talking about my feelings or telling people when I have a problem.
9. Don't get me wrong though, I generally like myself and accept myself, but I would also like to try to improve.
10. I usually like the weird flavors of coffee or ice cream or what have you that others don't want to try, like pumpkin ice cream or egg nog latte.
11. Fall food is some of my favorite ever.
12. I'm starting to learn swing dancing in Grand Rapids and I love it. I also eventually want to learn other types of classical dance, like different types of ballroom dancing.
13. I don't like crying in front of people. it goes along with that whole not being able to talk about feelings and keeping them bottled up thing. and if I know a movie is sad, I'll brace myself beforehand so I don't cry. so sometimes I feel like people think I'm a jerk for not being touched by stuff.
14. I get sick around this time every year. and just like clockwork..hey I'm sick! yay. at least I'm at home for it.
15. I'm one of those people who wants to know about everything, so I know a little bit about a lot of things, but I don't know a lot about anything. and I'm trying to change that. slowly but surely, lol.
16. I think that Shrek 2 is one of the best love stories ever. lol.
17. I have to start thinking about a lot of things. most imperatively time-wise is a halloween costume for the swing society costume conetest. lol.
18. I most definitely need to stop speeding. especially if I want my car to last until next semester.
19. AQ makes me realize (with more confidence than before) that private school is absolutely no better than public school, it's just more expensive. I was actually thinking about high schools when I wrote that, but I guess it applies to colleges as well, lol.
20. I am so confused about life right now, but one thing I know is that I miss my friends!
heh, sorry that was so long. kudos if you read it all the way through.