New view on life.

I think its gonna be great.

Got a lot off my shoulders.

And a new dress.

Lindsey. I know that somewhere deep inside your heart, you loved that BSB book from the 99 cent store.
I just had to get it.

Ive been really depressed and akward lately.

Everything feels different and uncomfortable.

I want life to feel real, not like a bad dream.

Why is it that when you leave your comfort zone for too long, it doesnt exist anymore?

I guess I need a new one.

: (

So I have ONE dream, and I cant stop thinking about it. It wasnt a very pleasant dream, but it wasnt scary.

Im confused now, my mind has an alter ego.

I feel like Don Juan...or maybe Brown Juan.

L is for the way you look at me.

I guess this is one of those times where you want to burry your head into a stack of really soft pillows and scream as loud as you possibly can. Maybe kick your feet around and punch the pillows as you scream into them ( Read more... )

Cheast pain isnt good.

It doesnt feel good either.

I really need to get into the doctors sometime soon though, fuck being worried. But then again fuck Kaiser, if anything IS wrong with me they wont even know about it unitil years after Im dead.

So life is really good ( Read more... )

I feel like shit again.

And what a familiar feeling it is.

And now it starts...

Livejournal...

I almost forgot about you

AHAHAA